Wow am I pittiful!

Sorry for all that self-pity I laid out there yesterday. That is embarrassing to read again.
Update on birthday Day: I learned I still weigh 20lbs over ideal pre-pregnancy weight; doctor gave me a two week 'pass' for still healing; I acted a fool all afternoon b/c I thought I wasn't getting a cake only to find out that I did indeed get two small chocolate cakes from my favorite bakery (because he didn't know which one I'd like best) ( now I can add another 5 lbs. to that weight total - but hey I think I was too skinny to begin with!); it was too rainy to go out and eat with all three kids so Nate bought me a Fat Mo's hamburger and the kids pizza; Elizabeth went to bed at 8:30 and slept until 4:45am! Oh and a sweet friend showed up at my door in the pouring rain only to have my son open the door in his whitey titties (because I thought it was Nate) while Elizabeth was screaming her head off and I was trying to corral the others to bed just to give me a funny book to cheer me up on my birthday! How awesome is that?
Life ain't that bad after all!